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Name: Nicole
State: Michigan
Birthday: 3/3/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: soccer shoppin and hanging with my gurlz
Expertise: soccer and bein my self
Occupation: Legal
Industry: Medical
Message: message me
AIM:  arsenalhottie22
Member Since:
4/18/2004
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| New Years eve was awesome!!!
i spent it with my baby, and jessie! :) it was tonz of fun! thanks for makin this new years awesome! and i had a blast with everyone i saw!. I hope you all had a good new years as well :).
My break has been pretty sweet, i have had a lot of good times. I love my friends and my gbaby. Sadly though i was only able to go extreme sledding once.. the snow all melted.. AND i got new snow gear for christmas! damn!. My christmas was good as well but a lil lonley since it was the first time with out my doggy :(.
Everything was going great but all of a sudden all my happiness has been flushed down the toliet... between friends being mad at me, problems with the family, and soccer coming up.. which i am SOOOO incredibly nervous for! especially since im waay outta shape and i really dont wanan suck when i come back! but im going to work hard for it and im hopin i wil get it. As for the friends gettin mad at me i really dont kn owhat to say about. I really do try so hard to please everyone, i alwasy put a smile on for everyone but its just not good enough ne more. It seems like everyone wants more and is gettin mad at me when they dont get it. Jeash im one person cant ne one just be happy with me? im even unhappy with myself....Dont get me wrong im not gettin mad at ne one or blamin ne one for how i feel... but i am truly unhappy with myself but i am workin on fixing that fast... i just want people to stop being immature and gettin mad at me and stop freakin out when i cant hang out as much. This year im tryin to make myself happy first.. because putting everyone elses feelings infront of mine obviosuly isint working, dont get me wrong im still gonan be there for all my friends and stil try to make everyone happy.. but i would also like to make my self a lil more happy as well.....
i guess what im tryin to say is i hope things get better fast....
Hope everyone had a happy new year and enjpy the last days of break! love you all!
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| Alright well lets see here.. a lot of shit has happened since my last entry...
thanks for all that commented 
Well for one my dog that i have had for 14 years
passsed away last week. It was one of the hardest things i have had to
deal with in a while, After all she was my best friend. So candy if you
listning I LOVE YOU and i miss u and i will see u again soon.
Another thing that happened was that i got a really
bad sprain in my ankle and stretched/tore some of the ligaments there
so im on crutches and have to wear this moon boot shoe for another
month!. so yeah basically that sucks and im going crazy cause these
past few days it has been the weather i love *sigh* and i cant do shit
outside. Then i got sick so thats not fun either. Lets jsut say the
last week has been rough but is gettin better .
Homecoming was a blast by the way , the best one
yet! my date was amazing, as always, love you andy! All my gurls looked
GORGEOUS!.
This weekend i had fun, thanks gurlies. Firday i
went to see Harry Potter with tina,jessie,ana,and taylor. Great movie i
reccomend it!. After we went to jessies house but then i had to go home
cause i was sick. Regardless tho the night was still awesome. Saturday
i hung out wiht my boo and then went to the huron hockey game. and i
was craving KFC so we got that as well *smile*.
I must say also that this year has been zooming by
for me.. before we kno it this year will be over and we will be one
step closer to graduating.. yikes. not to mention everyone that is
graduating this year *tear*. i guess we wil just have to live it
up while we can!
* It's really not so bad, your only the best I ever had *
* Its a beautiful day in the neighborhood.....*
RIP Candy
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| .. And just like that he knocked down my brick wall of protection, only
to build a new one of lies, promises he could never keep, and words
that could break my heart
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| wink at her. hold her hand while you drive. tell her she looks pretty.
look her in the eyes when you talk to her. protect her. when she starts
swearing at you, tell her you love her. let her fall asleep in your
arms. get her mad, then kiss her. tease her. let her tease you back.
stay up with her when shes sick. kiss her forehead. let her wear your
clothes. go slow. dont push anything. kiss her in the rain. & when
you fall in love with her, tell her
*sigh* thought that was cute as well...
hm lets see things are going alright for me i guess... im not really
sure what im feeling right now... im happy for summmer... but then yet
again im not... i mean frienships have changed so much this year for
the good and for the bad, i just dont wanna loose ne one again..
on a better note, soccer district games are coming up! come support us!
" Pain is temporary, but pride is forever"
" A whole new wooorrllld!!! "
wow disney songs tay.. they rock our world! lol
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but me and my mom just arent ready to let her go..... 
and everyone else! this year is gonan be A.M.A.Z.I.N.G. atleast ill do my best to make it so. 